Never-Ending Warrior

can't you see

Words

words set in stone

can never be erased

can never be traced

drifting into the unknown

words like a fire

can never be named

can never be tamed

falling from a desire

lost in the wind

it carries me away

Wake Up Call

what if i died that night

would you have shed a tear?

i almost lost my light

just so i'd be near

what if you lost me then?

would you have lost your sleep?

i almost left you when

the control i couldn't keep

how can you be so mean

when you nearly lost me?

when I was stuck between

life and death, honestly...

june 18, 2016 10:30

Every Moment

every moment i've spent
running to you
yet you don't see
you're blind

if i count the miles
one thousand,
two thousand
enough to see the world
but instead I saw you

every moment i've spent
punishing myself
for being so easy
i'm naive

but with good intention
i wanted more
i wanted life
i desired the best of you
and that of me too

every moment i've spent
thinking of you
working to see you
dreaming in my mind

but do you think of me?
when you're living life
when you're far from reach
at times I wonder
does it even feel real?

every moment i've spent
trying to look in your eyes
but you turn away
and let the moments pass

can you see me?
when i'm right there
when i'm calling your name?
sometimes I feel
invisible to you

23

my foot branded with the number 23

how strange to feel so foreign

to my own soul, my own body

Today

today

first, a happy day

full sleep

lovely day in may

hair brushed

and soft to the touch

wanted

to show you how much

i cared

waiting for your call

waited

to tell you it all

time passed

hours went away

you rang

and you called to say

today 

maybe not today

tonight?

there's no other way

sorry

something else to do

better

than my time with you