Every Moment

every moment i've spent
running to you
yet you don't see
you're blind

if i count the miles
one thousand,
two thousand
enough to see the world
but instead I saw you

every moment i've spent
punishing myself
for being so easy
i'm naive

but with good intention
i wanted more
i wanted life
i desired the best of you
and that of me too

every moment i've spent
thinking of you
working to see you
dreaming in my mind

but do you think of me?
when you're living life
when you're far from reach
at times I wonder
does it even feel real?

every moment i've spent
trying to look in your eyes
but you turn away
and let the moments pass

can you see me?
when i'm right there
when i'm calling your name?
sometimes I feel
invisible to you