Every Moment

every moment i've spent
running to you
yet you don't see
you're blind

if i count the miles
one thousand,
two thousand
enough to see the world
but instead I saw you

every moment i've spent
punishing myself
for being so easy
i'm naive

but with good intention
i wanted more
i wanted life
i desired the best of you
and that of me too

every moment i've spent
thinking of you
working to see you
dreaming in my mind

but do you think of me?
when you're living life
when you're far from reach
at times I wonder
does it even feel real?

every moment i've spent
trying to look in your eyes
but you turn away
and let the moments pass

can you see me?
when i'm right there
when i'm calling your name?
sometimes I feel
invisible to you

23

my foot branded with the number 23

how strange to feel so foreign

to my own soul, my own body

Today

today

first, a happy day

full sleep

lovely day in may

hair brushed

and soft to the touch

wanted

to show you how much

i cared

waiting for your call

waited

to tell you it all

time passed

hours went away

you rang

and you called to say

today 

maybe not today

tonight?

there's no other way

sorry

something else to do

better

than my time with you

Love Like Me

if you loved like me

you'd love with all your heart

if you cared like me

we'd never be apart

if you felt like me

we'd be forever strong

if you thought like me

we wouldn't wait so long

Make Moments Last

you are so special;

everything to me!

and you work so hard

but if you could see...

life goes by so fast

when you work all day-

make good moments last,

don't waste them away!

<3

Goodbye Guitar Girl

Does she play better than me?
Does she play it with her soul?
Does she play it with her heart?
Does she play to lose control?

Would she love better than me?
Would she love with no reserve?
Would she love you with everything
That you know you don't deserve?

Requital

intrudes a danger;

wicked arranger

comes into my world

makes me the stranger