Renewable Heart

silence your heart

conceal it

take it back
don't reveal it

hold the contents
keep it warm

don't lose it
throughout the storm

survive the rough

take it all

as it comes
and as you fall

one day you'll be
beautiful

you'll be loved
renewable

Blank: The Story Will Continue

you were born to hurt

to write your story
to see the colors
to fill the pages

Boo

best friends from the start

so close in the soul

yet born far apart

<3

i hope you can forgive me.

Misunderstood

misunderstood

as the sky night

a man in black

just seeking light

finding his way

coming around

maybe someday

he will be found

Inevitable

it's now clear

you won't fight

without fear

for what's right

such a shame

couldn't you

'fend my name

for what's true

do you see

what you've done

completely

made me gone

never tried

to make it

must've lied

and faked it

she is dancing away now...

Wow~

People can be cruel. In many ways. Even when we think we love someone, we may be hurting them. Sometimes it's just best to let go of the people that hurt you. Sometimes it's best to start new. Well, I'm tired of everyone. Every person leads to attachment, which leads to suffering. Best way to take a break from it all for awhile? Disappear! Enjoy the world. Live a little. Try not to get feelings involved! Just... take a minute to stop thinking.

Never-Ending Warrior

can't you see

Words

words set in stone

can never be erased

can never be traced

drifting into the unknown

words like a fire

can never be named

can never be tamed

falling from a desire

lost in the wind

it carries me away

Wake Up Call

what if i died that night

would you have shed a tear?

i almost lost my light

just so i'd be near

what if you lost me then?

would you have lost your sleep?

i almost left you when

the control i couldn't keep

how can you be so mean

when you nearly lost me?

when I was stuck between

life and death, honestly...

june 18, 2016 10:30

Every Moment

every moment i've spent
running to you
yet you don't see
you're blind

if i count the miles
one thousand,
two thousand
enough to see the world
but instead I saw you

every moment i've spent
punishing myself
for being so easy
i'm naive

but with good intention
i wanted more
i wanted life
i desired the best of you
and that of me too

every moment i've spent
thinking of you
working to see you
dreaming in my mind

but do you think of me?
when you're living life
when you're far from reach
at times I wonder
does it even feel real?

every moment i've spent
trying to look in your eyes
but you turn away
and let the moments pass

can you see me?
when i'm right there
when i'm calling your name?
sometimes I feel
invisible to you

23

my foot branded with the number 23

how strange to feel so foreign

to my own soul, my own body