your everything

 maybe i thought inside my mind

that i could try to make you happy.
maybe it was happiness that you never saw in me.

here i am standing
with an untouched painting
of all i could've ever dreamt for us to be

it was beautiful really...
you should've seen it from my eye!

the way i lightened up
just from the sound of your...

everything

Learn

you want what i want, clear to see

we must learn to love, learn to be

emptiness

 

machine of pathways connect, disconnect what's my fantasy?

tune into impulse

one button, one click

just another day

Reality

smiles turn to tears

it's more than you'll ever know

to keep on losing

garbage in, garbage out

 

you take pleasure in

my immense sadness and pain

you take no mercy

you dwell on my shortcomings

when you give no change
you lack forgiveness

BitterSweet

happiness

sweet, pure

giving, loving

between the lines of

grieving, hurting

dark, dull

loneliness

 

Sinking

 the flood is trying to pull me under

tired of the fight, lungs filled with water

i just wanna go home, wherever that may be

but there's only water as far as i can see