Sunday, January 18, 2026

Eternally Unrequited

He flies on orders, boots dusty from goodbyes

A uniform of distance stitched across eyes
Giving no vows, just nights that disappear
A practiced coldness learned year after year

He keeps his shadows locked, folded, and fed

He lends her only hunger from his aching head

She’s velvet at midnight, paid silent in trust.
The keeper of his sins, his aches, and his rust

He never sees the boy who laughs at the sun
Saves his clean light for some other one
They meet on love leased, then set out to flee
Two hearts agree on what won’t ever be…

Thursday, August 7, 2025

Goodbye Spark

 



nothing is linear, it comes back around
more like a wreath or a rhythm in sound

can't dream how black it must really be
in truth, to pull a loose trigger for "free"

so i say my goodbyes, though i'll never know why
we plant rotten fruits, but let good seeds die...

Tuesday, May 20, 2025

My Forever Love


Allah knows My Heart and Allah knows My Soul.

Allah knows The Truth, that my Love's More than Gold.

My Love is Forever, my Love is Eternal

My Heart's as Pure as Water, my Soul an Endless Journal.

My Life, he is a Light that is Greater than the Sun.

My Love, He is Forever, because He's the Only One.

Opposite Day


[Slowly strolling] in my life. [Forever].

To invest, to build, to create [Together]

Forever in many moments unblurred.

Love that is seen, love that is heard.

Green that is seen from this side of the grass.

Love that is more than a piece of ass-cash.

Manifest positivity they say, well okay.

I know they'd stay... if today is opposite day.

Wednesday, October 2, 2024

Impossible Demands


Impossible demands

Cannot be met

Where do I stand?

Pain or regret? 

I just wanted a call.

To keep me on track.

But you see me fall

And still won’t come back.

Thursday, August 1, 2024

Dream Girl

 


I will never be that dream girl
No matter how hard I try
No matter how much I want it
I'm still me, myself, and I.

Wednesday, July 17, 2024

Sturdy

sturdy is as sturdy does i've never known rock as long as i've been wind i've never known love as long as I have sinned