garbage in, garbage out

 

you take pleasure in

my immense sadness and pain

you take no mercy

you dwell on my shortcomings

when you give no change
you lack forgiveness

BitterSweet

happiness

sweet, pure

giving, loving

between the lines of

grieving, hurting

dark, dull

loneliness

 

Sinking

 the flood is trying to pull me under

tired of the fight, lungs filled with water

i just wanna go home, wherever that may be

but there's only water as far as i can see

Glass Heart

my heart is like a glass
you drink until you're full
until i become empty
or you're no longer thirsty

sweet demons

 we're all monsters from day one

with the ability to shit on it all
and never give a second thought
but yet so capable of being angels
to create, to live, to love, to feel
when we decide it's convenient

we are sweet demons.

Tick, tock...

 

so close to death
will it ever rest?
give it the knife
since I tried my best

i’m empty, why?
turning dead inside
jump off the bridge
to escape this ride

i just want to smile
why can’t you see?
i’m trying to be
but my soul’s empty

i’m trying to live
want to be free
i've tried to forgive
but it’s killing me

La Mer

 

Please, vast sea, will you hold me near?

(It’s swallowing whole.)

I cannot stand another year…

(I’m losing control)

I’m sick living my life in fear

(It’s taking its toll)

I just need an escape from here.

(From killing my soul)