If I could manifest someone to love me
So I would...
This lonely heart has been waiting for so long.
I almost don't even know what it feels to be human anymore.
No one Knows me but Creator
I'm like a dead battery
Or a flower that's dried out
Even down to the roots
& the very core of me
I am starved
I once thought I was a seed to something great
But some days I feel as a rotten fruit
Doomed to be cut down
Incapable of change
& Never able to finish anything I have ever started in my life.
For how can you learn to finish anything in life
When you never learned how to begin?
