Dark Reoccurring Dreams

I keep having these reoccurring dreams I find perturbing. Some of these dreams I've had for most of my life. I remember my dreams vividly. I feel they represent that part of my life or have a big impact on me.

The Dreams that don't Leave...

- The Tornado

This tornado is something I'm always running from. This dream has happened for many of my living years. And in most of my dreams, I try to escape the tornado. But in one dream, I laid down and submitted to the chaos, and since then the dream has not reoccured. Perhaps it is just sleeping, and it will find a time to come again.

- The Plane

Since I was about 6-7 years old, I had my first dream of being in a crashing plane. As I've grown older the plane dream transforms. Sometimes I'm on an unstable plane. Sometimes I'm waiting for a plane, with the feeling of impending doom. Sometimes I'm falling to the earth from the sky.

- The House with Locked Doors

I'm usually inside a large house, with many windows and many doors. It seems I'm always hiding from something or someone, because I'm always worried about locking the doors and windows.

- The Roller-Coaster / Water Ride

This dream comes in many forms, but always with the fear of uncontrollable forces. Sometimes I'm strapped into an unstable ride, or I've lost my restraint and I'm hanging on for life. Sometimes I'm on a water-ride, and I'm pulled under the water. Or my body sent down a waterfall to who-knows-where...

I'm not sure exactly why I keep having these dreams. Or why I never seem to have any "happy" dreams. Maybe it's something "psychological" or something "otherworldly" - who really can say? I would like to explore the lighter side of the dream-world someday...

Truth Lies

Truth

Clear, Pure

Giving, Loving, Sharing

Questions. Answers. Learning. Living. 

Taking, Hurting, Thrilling

Confused, Obscure

Lies

Child Within

For those who will never know a world outside pain, tears have been shed and hopes have been made. That maybe someday the future world will be right, and their loving soul will see the light...

Ephemeral

That feeling of love
That feeling of high
The times I catch it
They wave me goodbye!

That feeling of lust
That feeling of new
The times I need it
My heart's in rue!

That feeling of care
That feeling of smile
The times I feel it
Last only awhile...

Sailing Ship

If I had the clue
To stop sailing ship with you

Would I stop here now?
Or keep looking further down?

If I'd truly known
That the love wouldn't grow-

Would I be here now?
Or smiling on the town?

If I'd had the chance
To give up on romance

Believe me, I would.
If only I could...

Vredina

oh, vredina
go back home

you'll kill yourself

all alone

Changes

for every action

there's a reaction.

for every water drop

a ripple of changes

for every small crack
a shattered piece of the whole